“Diary Entry: 7/23/24 – decoration of war“

At this point, I have beef with my subconscious because it’s playing in my face. I am sensitive to rejection, but having my dream highlighting that is uncalled for. I woke up in the middle of the night because someone misunderstood my actions and played me as a low-key stalker. Do I categorize this as a nightmare? No one chased me, there were no monsters, and my life was not in danger. On the contrary, my dream went out of its way to show me I was okay.

Pushing past my dream, which was a decoration of war from my subconscious, there weren’t many ways today could have gone. It was a mundane Tuesday. The big surprise was that my company provided “build your own sandwiches” for lunch. My dream has been the focal point of my day.

I chatted with a friend late at night. I already claim it was a mundane day and won’t backtrack. I will just keep at it. My friend gave me a pipe in my sprite, making me feel seen. We decided on our dreams and work, but hearing how funny she thought it was made me feel lighter.